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Fear

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  I do not fear insects, neither do I fear clowns  I do not fear enclosed spaces nor do I fear crowded places I do not fear mice, neither do I fear snakes What I fear most may be peculiar to many. A bit strange you may say. But to me, it's a genuine fear, a fear that keeps me awake at night. I fear a life unlived I fear waking up in the morning and wishing I didn't I fear looking at the sun rising and setting and feeling absolutely nothing I fear listening to my favorite playlist and not humming to the tune of the songs I fear not smiling when I see kids in their cute tiny clothes running around causing havoc I fear watching it rain and not feeling a chill on my spine and the sudden urge to jump back in bed I fear not feeling the calmness of night drives or the adrenaline rush of ziplining I fear not dancing anymore to my roommate's odd songs  I fear not hating oats and not loving ice cream I fear not enjoying evening walks or looking at the stars at night and wish for pe...